Ride

I was in the winter of my life...It takes getting everything you ever wanted and then losing it to know what true freedom is...I was always an unusual girl...I had a chameleon soul. No moral compass pointing due North. No fixed personality. Just an inner indecisiveness that was as wide and as wavering as the ocean, and if I said I didn't plan on it turning out this way, I'd be lying...because I was going to be the other woman, the one who belonged to no one, who belonged to everyone, who had nothing, who wanted everything. It was a fire for every experience and an obsession for freedom that terrified me to the point that I couldn't even talk about and pushed me to a nomadic point of madness that both dazzled and dizzied me.                                                                                                                                               ~Lana Del Rey, "Ride"